I gave my heart and life fully to God a long time ago.

Since then, my life hasn’t looked anything like I had imagined.

But the one thing that has remained is God’s ability to burn something into my soul until I have to write it down. Over the years I have studied my bible, attended church, took notes, attended and even taught bible studies and Sunday school. Giving all I could of my mind to God.

Still, my life hasn’t looked anything like I had imagined.

I have made decisions, wrestled with “am I saved”, got baptized and re-baptized, surrendered my broken life more than once to Jesus at the alter.

My life still not looking like I had imagined.

But then God finally made me understand and something changed in me. I began looking at Jesus. Not at my life. Not at my failures. Not at my mistakes. I began to see a life poured out for me. A life crippled and beaten for me. I saw forgiveness and patience and longsuffering that only He could provide. I saw Jesus.

Jesus gave me a new song to sing. He restored my soul. He created in me a new thing. Now, when I look at how a broken and scarred girl can worship and serve again….

I see Jesus.

Just like When Jesus visited Mary and Martha’s home in Luke 10 , Martha was busy preparing for Jesus. But Mary was seated at His feet, in worship. Martha asked Jesus.. “Lord do you not care?”

In other words Martha was saying “Don’t you see what all I am doing for you, while Mary does nothing!”

My friend He sees you. He has always seen you.

But He wants you to see Him.

He wants you to sit at His feet.

Pray with me today.

Let us see Jesus.